Pendosa yang inginkan bertaubat

Allah,

Maafkan aku,

Kerana terlupa,

Bahawa,

Jantung ini berdegup kerana Engkau,

Tangan ini dapat memegang kerana Engkau,

Kaki ini dapat melangkah kerana Engkau,

Mata ini dapat melihat kerana Engkau,

Telinga ini dapat mendengar kerana Engkau,

Hidung ini dapat bernafas kerana Engkau,

Mulut ini dapat berbicara kerana Engkau,

Dan bahawa segala-galanya adalah kerana Engkau.

Allah,

Ampunkan aku,

Kerana sering terlupa,
Kerana asyik terbuai dengan dunia,

Sehingga hilang rasa syukurku padaMu,

Sehingga rasa berat untuk mendekatkan diriku padaMu

Sehingga mementingkan manusia lebih daripadaMu

Sehingga mengejar dunia lebih dari akhiratMu

Dan sehingga melebihkan semuanya daripadaMu

Allah,

Jangan tinggalkan aku kerana kealpaanku,
Jangan tinggalkan aku kerana kelalaianku,
Jangan tinggalkan aku kerana kesombonganku,

Kerana aku hanyalah hambaMu yang lemah,
Seorang pendosa yang inginkan bertaubat,
Yang memerlukan Engkau untuk membimbingku,
Pimpinlah aku Ya Allah,
Untuk terus berada di jalanMu,
Untuk sentiasa mendekatiMu
Untuk terus bersamaMu

Kerana sesungguhnya,
Tiada daya dan upaya melainkan hanya dengan bantuanMu

Self-reminder meaning

This post is specially for those who are looking for the meaning of self reminder.

From the point of my view, self reminder is something that can remind yourself.

For example,
1. You set an alarm / a calendar with a notice in your phone. To keep yourself to remember that precious date or time. That is for yourself reminder.
2. You put a sticky note on your desk, you write a due date for your assignment. To keep yourself aware about the due date. That is for yourself reminder.
3. You put sticker in your favourite quotes in Al-Quran. The quotes will be the reason to remind you something and the quotes will be your self-reminder.

I really hope you can understand the way I express it.

Thank you.

Have a good day. :)


P.S : Feel sorry for all my readers before. I'm sorry.

I am not alone

Bismillah

Things already complicated and now it become more complicated. I never imagine that someone will make up nonsense story about myself. I know there is a type of someone that will make up a nonsense story about others, but I've never imagine that this time it will be mine. 

Frankly, it does hurt me inside, really much~.

How should I overcome this matter when I don't have anyone beside me. They all gone. I was left behind. Yes, that is my choice to be alone. Because I keep making a mistakes about trusting people.

That is why, I choose to be alone.

It does feel strange. My whole world become silent, become dark. I keep laughing by myself when watching movies. Just to put a show that i'm strong enough to overcome this matter.

I can't bear this alone. It feels like I want to leave everything here and postpone my diploma. I want to return home quickly. Because I have someone who will always hear my story with all her heart. 

Yes!!, my mum~ :')

I keep motivate myself to be strong, to be patient and faced everything in front of my way. Just as my mum said. But, I really need some help here. I don't know who should I trust. And that day just come when I read my tafseer.

He tell me, you and everyone of us,


يَا أَيُّهَا الَّذِينَ آمَنُوا اسْتَعِينُوا بِالصَّبْرِ وَالصَّلاَةِ إِنَّ اللَّهَ مَعَ الصَّابِرِينَ
"O you who have believed, seek help through patience and prayer. Indeed, Allah is with the patient." (Qur'an 2 : 153)


ALLAH~ :')

You want me to seek help from You
You want me to be patient
You want me to pray

Then, I will
Indeed, it is You :))

Thank you for everything Ya Allah :')

(Kalau Allah bagi ujian dekat kita, maknanya Dia sayangkan kita. Dia nak tengok sejauh mana kita boleh hadapi ujian itu. Jadi, kenalah kuat. ye?^^)